WEBVTT 00:00.000 --> 00:04.500 I am not a big believer in... 00:04.500 --> 00:07.360 I can, you know, I just feel you have a spirit of. 00:08.040 --> 00:13.360 And I start making pronouncements over you of what I feel the Holy Spirit's telling me about you. 00:14.900 --> 00:16.520 I am not a believer in that. 00:17.860 --> 00:18.660 Say why? 00:19.160 --> 00:21.280 Because I've watched so many people get hurt. 00:24.240 --> 00:27.140 I think you've got a spirit of... 00:27.140 --> 00:28.140 blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. 00:29.600 --> 00:32.300 And you know, they're there trying to get prayer. 00:32.540 --> 00:33.400 They're trying to get free. 00:33.740 --> 00:37.220 And you've got these different things. 00:38.320 --> 00:39.940 Oh, well, look at there. 00:40.440 --> 00:41.660 Do not touch her. 00:43.880 --> 00:46.680 That's the first thing we don't want to do is touch her. 00:51.830 --> 00:53.450 Okay, can you control yourself? 00:55.430 --> 00:59.990 Okay, in the name of Jesus, let her go back down. 00:59.990 --> 01:05.830 Now, in Jesus' name, I want to talk to Abby. 01:08.270 --> 01:08.570 Now! 01:09.590 --> 01:11.710 Okay, then I'll cast you off this way. 01:13.030 --> 01:22.070 In the name of Jesus, I find you and your kingdom through the blood of Jesus Christ. 01:22.930 --> 01:28.410 I cut you off from any generational power you would have. 01:28.410 --> 01:36.170 And as the spirit sees, knows, and numbers, he drives you out. 01:36.630 --> 01:45.950 By the word of my mouth, in the name of Jesus, go! 01:50.690 --> 01:51.090 Go! 01:53.330 --> 02:04.280 Now, entire kingdom, I said, now, you have no choice. 02:06.520 --> 02:07.160 No! 02:07.860 --> 02:25.980 In Jesus' name, you have no choice. 02:32.500 --> 02:34.520 Okay, Abby, fight from the inside. 02:37.000 --> 02:38.260 Command it to go. 02:38.320 --> 02:39.440 There's so much rage. 02:40.160 --> 02:40.540 I know. 02:41.500 --> 02:42.700 Command it to go. 02:44.720 --> 02:46.100 Command it to go. 02:46.920 --> 02:48.280 Abby, command it to go. 02:49.940 --> 02:50.580 Say it. 02:50.780 --> 02:52.560 I submit myself. 02:53.160 --> 02:54.180 You can do it. 02:54.500 --> 02:54.800 Say it. 02:55.420 --> 02:56.700 I submit myself. 02:58.740 --> 03:00.240 Abby, say it. 03:00.640 --> 03:01.900 I submit myself. 03:02.920 --> 03:05.800 Okay, okay, okay, okay, okay. 03:06.680 --> 03:08.080 Submit myself. 03:08.620 --> 03:09.300 Release her. 03:09.780 --> 03:10.580 Let her say it. 03:11.640 --> 03:13.760 I submit myself. 03:16.720 --> 03:19.060 Come on, Abby, you can do it. 03:19.660 --> 03:21.300 I need your words. 03:25.990 --> 03:27.880 I submit myself. 03:31.780 --> 03:35.720 In Jesus' name, release her. 03:36.940 --> 03:39.240 You have no authority or right. 03:39.480 --> 03:40.560 I cut it off. 03:43.320 --> 03:44.960 Release her. 03:50.310 --> 03:51.110 Okay. 03:51.550 --> 03:52.350 Okay. 03:53.110 --> 03:55.250 Now, follow me. 03:56.030 --> 03:57.750 In Jesus' name. 03:58.850 --> 03:59.650 Okay. 04:00.190 --> 04:00.770 You can do it. 04:01.410 --> 04:03.270 In Jesus' name. 04:05.250 --> 04:06.770 In Jesus' name. 04:07.370 --> 04:08.950 I submit myself. 04:09.250 --> 04:10.310 I submit myself. 04:10.810 --> 04:12.630 To my Heavenly Father. 04:12.810 --> 04:13.730 To my Father. 04:14.610 --> 04:16.990 And whatever this is. 04:16.990 --> 04:19.170 Whatever this is. 04:20.110 --> 04:22.490 As the Holy Spirit sees nose and numbers. 04:25.350 --> 04:29.230 No, she's going to say it. 04:29.370 --> 04:30.470 Get down. 04:30.830 --> 04:31.790 Release her. 04:37.290 --> 04:38.730 Release her. 04:39.290 --> 04:40.430 She's going to say it. 04:40.670 --> 04:41.790 So, Abby, say it. 04:41.890 --> 04:43.750 As the Holy Spirit. 04:46.490 --> 04:46.850 Okay. 04:46.850 --> 04:47.370 Okay. 04:48.630 --> 04:50.150 As the Holy Spirit. 04:53.210 --> 04:54.550 As the Holy Spirit. 04:54.890 --> 04:56.070 Sees nose and numbers. 04:56.430 --> 04:57.290 Sees nose and numbers. 04:57.610 --> 04:58.570 Everything in this. 04:59.530 --> 05:01.050 Everything that's manifesting. 05:01.210 --> 05:02.710 Everything that's manifesting. 05:02.790 --> 05:03.930 Or is attached to it. 05:03.950 --> 05:05.090 Or is attached to it. 05:05.170 --> 05:06.050 Directly or indirectly. 05:07.710 --> 05:08.650 Directly or indirectly. 05:11.070 --> 05:12.530 I command it to go. 05:12.710 --> 05:13.810 I command it to go. 05:13.810 --> 05:16.330 Okay, so now this is a spirit of unforgiveness. 05:17.010 --> 05:18.890 And it's livid. 05:19.370 --> 05:20.230 It's angry. 05:20.570 --> 05:27.960 I need to talk to Abby. 05:28.760 --> 05:29.600 Let her go. 05:31.160 --> 05:32.880 You will leave her. 05:33.280 --> 05:35.740 And we can do it the easy way or the hard way. 05:39.020 --> 05:39.660 Abby. 05:46.860 --> 05:49.040 Somehow it's tied to unforgiveness. 05:50.480 --> 05:55.100 If there's anyone or anything you need to forgive any situation. 05:57.140 --> 05:58.300 Now it's time to do it. 06:02.200 --> 06:04.300 So, we can talk about it later. 06:04.620 --> 06:06.700 But to get rid of the spirit you're going to have to forgive. 06:07.160 --> 06:08.320 And it's the right thing to do. 06:08.780 --> 06:09.900 And we'll talk through it later. 06:12.420 --> 06:13.380 Just forgive them. 06:14.360 --> 06:14.940 Just say it. 06:15.040 --> 06:15.560 I forgive them. 06:16.900 --> 06:18.620 Come on, you can do it. 06:19.800 --> 06:21.620 Or you'll live with this thing. You want that? 06:21.820 --> 06:22.140 No. 06:23.420 --> 06:24.120 Then forgive them. 06:24.400 --> 06:25.880 We'll talk through the details later. 06:26.160 --> 06:28.940 But you got to forgive them. This is tied to unforgiveness. 06:33.440 --> 06:35.120 And you don't have to name them. 06:35.180 --> 06:36.140 It's nobody else's business. 06:38.220 --> 06:38.660 Just... 06:44.250 --> 06:45.770 I send it away. 06:47.930 --> 06:48.950 I pardon him. 06:48.950 --> 06:50.870 Say something in that realm. 06:51.330 --> 06:53.630 I send him away and I pardon him. 06:53.950 --> 06:54.890 No further punishment. 06:59.400 --> 07:01.200 It's between you and him, God. 07:01.840 --> 07:02.920 Between you and him, God. 07:03.240 --> 07:04.080 I release him. 07:04.400 --> 07:05.500 I release him. 07:05.540 --> 07:05.900 To you. 07:06.580 --> 07:06.940 To you. 07:07.100 --> 07:08.260 Whatever you want. 07:09.220 --> 07:10.100 Whatever you want. 07:10.120 --> 07:10.680 I'm good with. 07:12.320 --> 07:13.600 I trust you. 07:13.920 --> 07:14.740 I trust you. 07:15.760 --> 07:16.360 Okay? 07:17.020 --> 07:17.600 Okay. 07:17.900 --> 07:18.540 Now look at me. 07:19.040 --> 07:19.400 Okay. 07:20.280 --> 07:23.440 In the name of Jesus, you're done now. 07:25.940 --> 07:28.440 You will leave the entire kingdom. 07:28.920 --> 07:31.340 Everything involves all the kingdoms tied together. 07:32.620 --> 07:33.780 You will leave. 07:34.720 --> 07:37.100 You've got no reason to stay at this point. 07:38.660 --> 07:39.880 Off to the pit. 07:40.320 --> 07:41.960 Or be reconciled. 07:42.080 --> 07:44.280 But in Jesus' name now, go. 07:50.930 --> 07:52.310 Okay? Take a couple deep breaths. 08:02.320 --> 08:04.140 Okay? Tell me what's happening in your head. 08:04.460 --> 08:06.100 Calm down. Everything quiet. 08:06.260 --> 08:06.860 Did it clear it up? 08:07.440 --> 08:07.880 Yeah. 08:07.960 --> 08:09.740 Your emotions were very strongly affected. 08:10.040 --> 08:11.480 You calming down slowly. 08:12.360 --> 08:12.620 Yeah. 08:13.020 --> 08:13.200 Okay? 08:14.100 --> 08:16.080 I'm sorry. That was awkward for you. 08:16.320 --> 08:16.580 It's okay. 08:17.960 --> 08:19.720 Apparently, God wanted this dealt with. 08:20.560 --> 08:21.040 Yeah. 08:21.520 --> 08:23.820 It started manifesting when we started talking about it earlier. 08:24.380 --> 08:26.280 What were you talking about when it started manifesting? 08:26.860 --> 08:27.880 What Sally brought up. 08:27.880 --> 08:28.820 I don't even remember. 08:30.320 --> 08:32.300 What Sally's like, let's go back to that thing. 08:32.500 --> 08:34.400 And then all of a sudden it started happening again. 08:34.580 --> 08:35.820 And then I was like, oh boy. 08:36.020 --> 08:36.260 Okay. 08:36.880 --> 08:37.120 Alright. 08:37.560 --> 08:39.700 I'll just repeat that so the people on the line can hear. 08:39.840 --> 08:41.920 She said, when Sally said, let's go back to that thing. 08:41.980 --> 08:43.320 I don't remember what you said go back to. 08:43.400 --> 08:43.660 Do you remember? 08:45.900 --> 08:46.620 Oh, in the line. 08:47.060 --> 08:47.180 Okay. 08:47.540 --> 08:47.700 Yep. 08:48.740 --> 08:50.540 She said that's when it started manifesting. 08:50.700 --> 08:52.360 And she started losing control. 08:55.240 --> 09:00.100 So there is a typical thing that can happen. 09:01.620 --> 09:03.620 So let's talk about it a little bit. 09:04.320 --> 09:08.900 Again, it can be very awkward for the person. 09:10.260 --> 09:16.940 So we have to be understanding in this and not put on our 09:16.940 --> 09:19.300 religious judgment face. 09:22.330 --> 09:26.230 It was, as you saw, it was fighting to stay. 09:26.970 --> 09:28.150 No, I'm not leaving. 09:28.330 --> 09:28.910 No, no, no. 09:28.990 --> 09:33.190 And a couple of times Abby was able to say it's so full of rage. 09:33.910 --> 09:35.590 Well, she was feeling what it was feeling. 09:36.150 --> 09:36.610 Okay. 09:37.670 --> 09:42.250 But since it wasn't going, I inside was saying, Holy Spirit, 09:42.290 --> 09:42.850 what is this? 09:43.750 --> 09:47.430 Because just to get it out is not the answer. 09:47.570 --> 09:49.130 Remember, it's there for a reason. 09:49.610 --> 09:51.330 It's got access for a reason. 09:55.450 --> 09:57.450 And that's what the Holy Spirit gave me. 09:57.690 --> 09:58.690 It's a spirit of unforgiveness. 10:00.230 --> 10:04.510 And now that you're more coherent, when I said that, 10:04.630 --> 10:06.690 it freaked out, which to me is an evidence. 10:06.830 --> 10:07.730 Yep, that's it. 10:07.910 --> 10:08.370 Now it knows. 10:08.670 --> 10:09.390 We got it. 10:10.210 --> 10:13.550 What went through your mind, and you can just, 10:13.630 --> 10:14.670 I'll just repeat it. 10:14.750 --> 10:15.470 You don't have to use a mic. 10:15.790 --> 10:17.470 When I said this spirit of unforgiveness, 10:17.470 --> 10:18.470 you're going to have to forgive. 10:19.830 --> 10:21.650 Did it just take control again? 10:21.850 --> 10:22.630 What happened there? 10:22.670 --> 10:23.330 Because it freaked out. 10:23.450 --> 10:24.250 What was going on in you? 10:31.660 --> 10:32.140 Got you. 10:32.980 --> 10:40.240 So it was holding on to its grudge, so to speak. 10:40.700 --> 10:43.460 Which, as it was holding on, it wanted to keep you holding on. 10:51.440 --> 10:55.640 So now this is good because it gives me a chance 10:55.640 --> 10:58.100 to instruct a little bit of aftercare. 11:00.080 --> 11:02.220 Right now she needs assurance. 11:03.360 --> 11:04.000 Reassurance. 11:04.620 --> 11:06.620 We do not think less of you. 11:08.060 --> 11:11.360 We do not think you're some high tech center. 11:14.240 --> 11:19.680 We do not want you to be embarrassed or feel ashamed. 11:20.180 --> 11:22.360 Because I could tell by the look on your face, 11:22.520 --> 11:25.340 you were surprised as probably anybody here. 11:25.940 --> 11:28.120 Once you came out of it, it's like, 11:28.340 --> 11:30.020 okay, what just happened here? 11:31.960 --> 11:35.380 You have nothing to feel bad about. 11:36.880 --> 11:39.960 This is exactly what goes on with Christians, 11:39.960 --> 11:42.780 and then they live a little further in the handout. 11:42.920 --> 11:45.600 It talks about they live vexed or they live tormented. 11:46.120 --> 11:49.760 With thoughts and feelings they can't get free of. 11:51.600 --> 11:53.700 Because there's a spirit that got in. 11:54.880 --> 11:57.060 So now obviously at some point in your past, 11:57.160 --> 11:59.880 something happened that really hurt you. 12:00.140 --> 12:01.400 Because here's the wound. 12:01.560 --> 12:03.560 Remember we taught way back. 12:05.060 --> 12:08.620 Demons sit on wounds and lies and hurts. 12:09.440 --> 12:11.800 So some place in the past you got wounded, 12:12.000 --> 12:13.620 you got lied to, you got hurt. 12:14.320 --> 12:17.960 And at that time, you didn't handle it correctly. 12:18.840 --> 12:20.040 Now that's all of us. 12:20.240 --> 12:24.020 I mean, hello, none of us have done this right every time. 12:24.900 --> 12:28.300 In your case, something took advantage of that and jumped in. 12:29.120 --> 12:31.540 And probably has been growing, 12:32.200 --> 12:34.320 trying to gain momentum ever since. 12:38.080 --> 12:39.660 So I'm proud of you. 12:39.780 --> 12:40.360 Because when I said, 12:40.460 --> 12:43.120 Abby, I need you to start fighting with me from the inside. 12:44.060 --> 12:45.120 You did that. 12:46.480 --> 12:47.920 That is really helpful. 12:49.400 --> 12:51.500 So you did well. 12:52.540 --> 12:59.880 And when something comes up in a person like you, 12:59.980 --> 13:01.940 you said it just came up and then took over. 13:03.140 --> 13:05.900 So that means it had access to your brain. 13:06.040 --> 13:06.800 It had mind control. 13:08.320 --> 13:10.000 So as a result, 13:11.380 --> 13:14.340 I'm presuming tonight was a divine appointment for you 13:15.300 --> 13:16.400 to get free. 13:17.460 --> 13:20.200 And it probably could feel, 13:20.320 --> 13:21.960 because everything happens by the Holy Spirit. 13:22.400 --> 13:24.160 He is the one who drives them out, 13:24.300 --> 13:25.460 the finger of God, the spirit of God. 13:26.240 --> 13:27.900 So as we talked, 13:28.540 --> 13:30.180 the Holy Spirit started, 13:31.100 --> 13:32.180 how would you say, 13:32.660 --> 13:34.540 focusing in on this thing. 13:34.920 --> 13:35.920 And it could feel it. 13:36.140 --> 13:37.800 It's like, oh crap, here we go. 13:37.860 --> 13:38.800 I'm going to get kicked out. 13:39.820 --> 13:41.260 So as a result, 13:41.440 --> 13:43.780 they will do everything they can to hold on 13:43.780 --> 13:46.880 and not lose their body access. 13:49.700 --> 13:51.820 So it did what it did. 13:52.720 --> 13:54.000 Came up to control, 13:54.160 --> 13:55.280 started screaming, started yelling. 13:55.840 --> 13:57.640 It's going to hang on. It's not going to. 13:58.040 --> 13:59.220 And see the... 13:59.220 --> 14:01.660 You say, well, why would it come up and reveal itself? 14:01.880 --> 14:04.100 Well, first of all, the spirit of God is driving it up. 14:05.240 --> 14:07.440 So that it can't be overlooked. 14:09.000 --> 14:09.400 It... 14:09.400 --> 14:10.940 God wanted to dealt with tonight. 14:11.140 --> 14:12.100 So let's just bring it up. 14:13.840 --> 14:15.880 The reason it argues is 14:15.880 --> 14:17.780 because it's doing everything it can to say, 14:17.800 --> 14:18.420 I'm not going. 14:18.880 --> 14:19.840 I'm not leaving. 14:20.380 --> 14:21.740 And if we can believe that, 14:21.740 --> 14:23.320 you know, if that goes on for five minutes, 14:23.500 --> 14:25.620 which it can, can go on for longer than that sometimes. 14:26.420 --> 14:27.500 If you start believing, 14:27.660 --> 14:28.940 well, maybe we won't get this out. 14:29.040 --> 14:29.560 Well, then you're done. 14:30.920 --> 14:32.620 It has to leave. 14:33.180 --> 14:35.360 Sometimes you need a little more handle on it 14:35.360 --> 14:37.100 and it's always good to know why it's there. 14:39.220 --> 14:40.900 So let's go back to 14:42.480 --> 14:43.900 what I was talking about 14:43.900 --> 14:44.780 when you started 14:46.960 --> 14:47.360 going. 14:47.740 --> 14:48.000 Okay. 14:48.000 --> 14:51.480 I was saying, I am not a believer of 14:53.280 --> 14:55.320 God is showing me this in your life. 14:55.360 --> 14:57.840 And I think that you were abused as a child 14:57.840 --> 14:59.480 and maybe an uncle did this 14:59.480 --> 15:00.860 and da-da-da-da-da-da-da. 15:01.160 --> 15:04.680 You can so mess people up. 15:06.060 --> 15:07.860 And you might not be right. 15:08.940 --> 15:10.240 You could be wrong. 15:11.140 --> 15:12.420 And you're missing God. 15:12.900 --> 15:16.220 But you're planting thoughts into them. 15:20.060 --> 15:21.500 I just... 15:21.500 --> 15:22.740 That we knew. 15:23.360 --> 15:23.760 Okay. 15:24.880 --> 15:26.160 There's a manifestation. 15:26.600 --> 15:28.220 We got a critter here, needs to go. 15:28.880 --> 15:29.700 There's no question. 15:33.320 --> 15:34.040 But... 15:34.040 --> 15:36.260 So I'm not a big fan of... 15:40.050 --> 15:42.190 And again, hear me. 15:43.310 --> 15:45.650 Some people God uses that way. 15:45.810 --> 15:48.770 And it's not for me to judge or criticize. 15:49.810 --> 15:52.750 But I do request they hone their craft 15:52.750 --> 15:55.130 and get really good at it. 15:55.270 --> 15:57.250 If that's the way God uses you, 15:58.190 --> 16:01.530 make sure you're right in what you're hearing. 16:01.970 --> 16:03.570 Or you're going to damage people. 16:04.970 --> 16:06.930 Because God does use some people that way. 16:09.230 --> 16:13.130 But I have had way too many of the backside of that 16:13.130 --> 16:14.930 where people are coming to me tormented. 16:15.430 --> 16:16.450 I can't sleep anymore. 16:16.450 --> 16:17.990 Who would the uncle have been? 16:18.670 --> 16:19.850 I was at an uncle's house. 16:19.970 --> 16:22.110 I loved that uncle. I would spend nights there. 16:22.210 --> 16:23.170 I'll bet it was him. 16:23.470 --> 16:25.930 And now I've got these feelings. I hate him. 16:25.970 --> 16:27.750 Why did I even like him? 16:27.830 --> 16:28.450 And this, that, and the others. 16:28.650 --> 16:29.790 Whoa, whoa, whoa, whoa. 16:31.650 --> 16:34.690 We have no proof this even happened. 16:35.570 --> 16:36.530 Well, they were praying 16:36.530 --> 16:37.790 and they felt God told them. 16:38.010 --> 16:39.230 Yeah, and they might have missed it. 16:41.090 --> 16:42.210 Because I'll tell you this. 16:42.410 --> 16:44.290 The fruit of it in you right now is not good. 16:46.230 --> 16:48.990 You're angry. You're starting to develop bitterness. 16:49.350 --> 16:50.770 You're going to go into unforgiveness 16:50.770 --> 16:53.670 because of something that may never have happened. 16:54.470 --> 16:56.290 So I'm just not a fan of it. 16:56.790 --> 16:59.230 So if, you know, anybody's watching by line 16:59.230 --> 17:02.630 or online, and that's how it operates for you. 17:03.670 --> 17:05.750 And it's God. And you know it's God. 17:05.850 --> 17:07.010 Well, then it's not me to judge it. 17:07.250 --> 17:10.330 All my request is just hone your craft. 17:10.970 --> 17:12.970 If that's how God uses you, 17:12.970 --> 17:14.730 you got to get it right. 17:15.610 --> 17:18.450 You can't play with people's lives 17:18.970 --> 17:20.770 thinking you're hearing God because 17:22.230 --> 17:25.770 they will remember all the things that were said. 17:26.090 --> 17:28.410 And it can be devastating to them. 17:32.610 --> 17:34.170 So, all right. 17:34.790 --> 17:36.570 That threw us off base a little bit. 17:37.630 --> 17:40.910 Where we, it was a good distraction. 17:44.310 --> 17:46.170 Anybody else have a question 17:46.170 --> 17:47.790 or should we move on a bit? 17:49.610 --> 17:50.750 Okay, let's move on. 17:50.890 --> 17:52.770 Page 29. You feeling okay? 17:54.290 --> 17:55.230 Your mind cleared up? 18:00.820 --> 18:01.300 Adrenaline. 18:15.000 --> 18:16.660 Oh, well, that's cool. 18:18.280 --> 18:18.520 Yep. 18:20.780 --> 18:21.260 Okay. 18:22.180 --> 18:23.460 So for those of you online, 18:23.660 --> 18:25.720 she said that she's starting to calm down 18:25.720 --> 18:27.320 like an adrenaline thing going down. 18:28.360 --> 18:31.100 But she feels tingly all over her body 18:31.100 --> 18:32.600 like she's being ministered to. 18:32.940 --> 18:34.160 So that's awesome. That's cool. 18:34.280 --> 18:36.120 So you can recognize the difference 18:36.120 --> 18:37.800 between the good feeling and the bad feeling. 18:37.940 --> 18:39.260 So what you're feeling now is a good feeling. 18:49.490 --> 18:51.290 Okay. Feels very weepy. 18:51.610 --> 18:54.070 That can be part of, yeah, healing process. 18:55.570 --> 18:59.090 Plus, you don't realize the release 18:59.890 --> 19:02.810 in your temple that just took place. 19:02.810 --> 19:03.290 Yeah. 19:10.260 --> 19:11.740 Oh, wow. Good. 19:25.150 --> 19:25.550 Okay. 19:26.310 --> 19:27.670 It was interesting. 19:28.270 --> 19:30.270 You were feeling it. It knew it was coming. 19:30.630 --> 19:31.890 Yeah. Let's just say it that way. 19:31.990 --> 19:33.130 You were feeling what it was feeling. 19:33.910 --> 19:43.340 Oh, that was this morning? 19:44.060 --> 19:45.920 Okay, so let me repeat a little bit for those online. 19:46.540 --> 19:47.760 She's been going after this 19:47.760 --> 19:50.320 in a self-deliverance method for a couple of weeks. 19:51.140 --> 19:53.300 And today, this morning, 19:53.500 --> 19:54.600 the Holy Spirit told her, 19:54.680 --> 19:57.000 you need to look up some scriptures on unforgiveness. 19:58.280 --> 20:00.140 And then during the day, 20:00.280 --> 20:03.740 she just had this really strong emotion of sadness. 20:04.540 --> 20:07.320 So the Holy Spirit was prepping for this 20:07.320 --> 20:09.540 and getting her on board. 20:10.300 --> 20:13.540 And what she was feeling was not her feelings. 20:14.420 --> 20:15.540 She was feeling it. 20:16.240 --> 20:17.180 It knew it's coming. 20:18.460 --> 20:21.080 That's why the wailing didn't want to go. 20:22.080 --> 20:26.320 You know, the verbal expression was 20:26.320 --> 20:27.120 like, no. 20:28.420 --> 20:29.760 No, I'm not going. 20:30.700 --> 20:32.360 And one other thing I should mention. 20:35.800 --> 20:37.480 So I started talking to her 20:40.100 --> 20:41.820 and the Holy Spirit said, 20:42.040 --> 20:44.740 it's going to try to get her up and out. 20:47.260 --> 20:49.000 Then you're going to have to grab her. 20:49.080 --> 20:50.260 And I said, I don't want to do that. 20:50.800 --> 20:53.060 So that's when I grabbed her hand 20:53.060 --> 20:55.520 because now I have control. 20:57.140 --> 20:59.460 You know, more than just by my words, 20:59.540 --> 21:01.680 now I have control and I move close. 21:01.960 --> 21:05.460 So for you to stand up is going to be really difficult 21:05.460 --> 21:07.100 because I'm right in front of you now. 21:08.220 --> 21:10.200 Now you had the urge to run, didn't you? 21:12.220 --> 21:14.520 Are you able to talk in a mic now and it's okay? 21:16.500 --> 21:18.860 We'll get our mic runner back to you. 21:19.120 --> 21:22.080 Don't turn the camera on her, 21:22.080 --> 21:23.140 but she'll talk. 21:24.500 --> 21:26.500 So the running part, the getting ready to leave. 21:26.740 --> 21:28.460 Yeah, it was interesting you said that 21:28.460 --> 21:30.460 because when I sat down and started talking, 21:30.680 --> 21:34.360 I kept having kind of images in my head 21:34.360 --> 21:37.440 of just like I could run and go hide and ignite. 21:37.760 --> 21:38.720 I could go run and hide. 21:39.120 --> 21:41.380 Literally it was like, go run and hide, go run and hide. 21:41.580 --> 21:44.160 And then when, because you kind of conscious, 21:44.560 --> 21:45.920 like you're there but then they're there. 21:46.180 --> 21:48.580 And then I kept feeling this thing 21:48.580 --> 21:49.980 and I was like, what is going on? 21:49.980 --> 21:51.560 I'm like, I'm trying to leave or something. 21:53.360 --> 21:54.620 And that's normal. 21:55.240 --> 21:56.700 When they know their time's coming, 21:56.860 --> 21:57.700 they will try to run. 21:57.820 --> 21:58.540 They'll try to hide. 21:58.720 --> 21:59.780 They'll try to get out of church. 22:00.860 --> 22:02.360 And that's what the Holy Spirit said. 22:02.740 --> 22:03.560 She's going to try to run, 22:03.660 --> 22:05.580 or it's going to try to run in her body. 22:05.660 --> 22:06.680 It's trying to get her out of here. 22:07.140 --> 22:08.380 So that's when I grabbed your hand 22:08.380 --> 22:10.260 and got right in front of you so you couldn't stand up. 22:12.940 --> 22:15.880 Now, the reason I put my head to yours 22:15.880 --> 22:17.160 was to comfort you. 22:17.980 --> 22:21.020 So you wouldn't start freaking out going, 22:21.260 --> 22:23.100 I've lost total control here. 22:23.360 --> 22:26.100 That actually brought me more closer 22:26.100 --> 22:27.580 because I think at that point, 22:27.720 --> 22:29.740 then I was able to be like, it's so full of, 22:29.860 --> 22:32.340 I don't know when all of that took place. 22:32.600 --> 22:35.460 But it like helped me come to a space 22:35.460 --> 22:37.360 where I was like, okay, I can be here. 22:37.660 --> 22:37.880 Okay. 22:38.460 --> 22:39.780 And that's what it was intended for. 22:40.000 --> 22:41.020 Was to help you. 22:41.960 --> 22:43.400 Because sometimes, you know, 22:43.500 --> 22:45.040 I've never had the experience. 22:45.040 --> 22:47.400 It's one of those I'm not wanting. 22:47.940 --> 22:49.640 But I've never had the experience 22:49.640 --> 22:51.900 where a demon comes up and takes control. 22:52.440 --> 22:54.800 But from the people who've had it 22:54.800 --> 22:57.400 that were willing to talk about it afterwards, 22:58.120 --> 23:00.520 it is a horrifying feeling. 23:01.880 --> 23:05.220 Because it's, I can't stop this. 23:05.340 --> 23:07.100 I can't do anything. 23:09.060 --> 23:10.260 Something has me. 23:12.640 --> 23:14.380 One person explained it this way. 23:14.380 --> 23:15.960 It's like I'm in my body, 23:16.100 --> 23:19.480 but I've lost total connection to it. 23:19.980 --> 23:21.980 It's just doing what it wants to do. 23:23.300 --> 23:25.240 And somebody else is in charge. 23:25.800 --> 23:26.920 And then, of course, you're feeling. 23:27.440 --> 23:28.160 That's hard. 23:28.340 --> 23:30.260 You're feeling what they're feeling 23:30.260 --> 23:32.620 and the rage and the anger 23:33.400 --> 23:34.760 and the emotion. 23:35.260 --> 23:36.260 You felt all that. 23:37.520 --> 23:38.540 It's how it works. 23:38.860 --> 23:41.180 So I'm proud of you. 23:41.360 --> 23:41.880 You did good. 23:41.880 --> 23:45.760 And we got something in the rear view mirror now 23:46.360 --> 23:48.300 that God wanted in the rear view mirror. 23:49.540 --> 23:50.480 So that's good. 23:51.680 --> 23:52.460 Good for you.